I am more vulnerable now than I ever was !! Being vulnerable is my weakness as well as the greatest strength. I am growing up to accept this fact.
Vulnerability for me is being constantly open to change, transparency, flexible in nature & sometimes it can be my indecisive nature! Unpredictability is the word…
Preferences and tastes keep changing regularly. Thanks to the ample choices.
Every time I update a new post, I have this weird feeling of deleting the blog asap. I tend to write what I feel without judging my thoughts. When I post, I suddenly realize that my feelings are now open for others to read & comment. I suffer from the fear of acceptability. It lasts for sometime.
I like to travel. Visit some fantastic tourist spots with my digicam. I am lil smart n lil intelligent. I know I can take care of myself but my dad is so overprotective that he thinks I am still a small gal and should travel with family or relatives only. He never sent me to the school/ college trips – jus managed 1 trip in graduation. And now I am scared to travel 4m 1 city to another. I want to overcome this fear soon, as I want to go on a world trip – Paris, Melbourne, Amsterdam, Singapore & so on..
No one is perfect. I have flaws too. But there is always a room for improvements.
I fall for the wrong boy. Ahh ! Someone who is not accepting me the way I am can create tornados in my heart. I wished to meet the boy of my dreams, well I did and sooner realized that we just don’t stand up to each other’s expectations. Woww, hez so mesmerizing, lovable & straight from the dreams. Never mind. Its his loss as much as mine. Life moves on 4 the better…
I want to go for; my first smooch only, before the marriage. Just a silly idea & it thrills me. But I have a problem here - the basic values u see. They are so strongly imbibed that even if I get a free ride to go for my first kiss, my mind might be foolish enough to knock some sense at the right time. I might go for it when I like someone a lot. I really want to. Rest of the things can wait till marriage.
In the journey of life, few remain as unforgettable acquaintances and some become close friends. But I don’t insist on continuing every relationship. Not a compulsion! Every night I decide to put an end to few for some reasons, the very next morning my mind demands not to let them go. Its crazy !
Its different strokes to different people. A person can have several amazing facets. Aggressive, diplomatic & dominating at the professional front; Convincing, homely & acceptable at home; Brutally honest, emotional and frank with online friends; Expressing hidden desires, transparent and anonymity on O3; Strength to the weaker; Special to special ones.
Since I never got the people I liked, I convince myself that it was only a short-lived infatuation/crush. Life has taught me to let go people after the last best attempt of restoration. It’s a piece of cake, now. I happen to believe that I have never fallen for anybody - which might be true and might not be. I don’t question the logics or rationality.
The bold side of me wants to go 4 a live in relationship. Sounds better than arrange marriage. The fact is that my family will never accept it. I cannot be very selfish. I find it, very hard at times to bridge my desires & the reality. Its good that way, there has to be limitations as the desires are wild horses.
There is always this curiosity to explore the unknown with a pinch of measured risk. I could not have experienced a better life without feeling life.
I don’t want to escape from anything that life has to offer me !
Every fall makes me stronger than before and better than before !!
Vulnerability for me is being constantly open to change, transparency, flexible in nature & sometimes it can be my indecisive nature! Unpredictability is the word…
Preferences and tastes keep changing regularly. Thanks to the ample choices.
Every time I update a new post, I have this weird feeling of deleting the blog asap. I tend to write what I feel without judging my thoughts. When I post, I suddenly realize that my feelings are now open for others to read & comment. I suffer from the fear of acceptability. It lasts for sometime.
I like to travel. Visit some fantastic tourist spots with my digicam. I am lil smart n lil intelligent. I know I can take care of myself but my dad is so overprotective that he thinks I am still a small gal and should travel with family or relatives only. He never sent me to the school/ college trips – jus managed 1 trip in graduation. And now I am scared to travel 4m 1 city to another. I want to overcome this fear soon, as I want to go on a world trip – Paris, Melbourne, Amsterdam, Singapore & so on..
No one is perfect. I have flaws too. But there is always a room for improvements.
I fall for the wrong boy. Ahh ! Someone who is not accepting me the way I am can create tornados in my heart. I wished to meet the boy of my dreams, well I did and sooner realized that we just don’t stand up to each other’s expectations. Woww, hez so mesmerizing, lovable & straight from the dreams. Never mind. Its his loss as much as mine. Life moves on 4 the better…
I want to go for; my first smooch only, before the marriage. Just a silly idea & it thrills me. But I have a problem here - the basic values u see. They are so strongly imbibed that even if I get a free ride to go for my first kiss, my mind might be foolish enough to knock some sense at the right time. I might go for it when I like someone a lot. I really want to. Rest of the things can wait till marriage.
In the journey of life, few remain as unforgettable acquaintances and some become close friends. But I don’t insist on continuing every relationship. Not a compulsion! Every night I decide to put an end to few for some reasons, the very next morning my mind demands not to let them go. Its crazy !
Its different strokes to different people. A person can have several amazing facets. Aggressive, diplomatic & dominating at the professional front; Convincing, homely & acceptable at home; Brutally honest, emotional and frank with online friends; Expressing hidden desires, transparent and anonymity on O3; Strength to the weaker; Special to special ones.
Since I never got the people I liked, I convince myself that it was only a short-lived infatuation/crush. Life has taught me to let go people after the last best attempt of restoration. It’s a piece of cake, now. I happen to believe that I have never fallen for anybody - which might be true and might not be. I don’t question the logics or rationality.
The bold side of me wants to go 4 a live in relationship. Sounds better than arrange marriage. The fact is that my family will never accept it. I cannot be very selfish. I find it, very hard at times to bridge my desires & the reality. Its good that way, there has to be limitations as the desires are wild horses.
There is always this curiosity to explore the unknown with a pinch of measured risk. I could not have experienced a better life without feeling life.
I don’t want to escape from anything that life has to offer me !
Every fall makes me stronger than before and better than before !!
